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| So a short break in all the madness today. I told Syd that i'm just not interested in talking to her for a while. We'll see how long that lasts. I'd really like to move on from the whole ex thing, but its pretty tough. Its hard to find girls that dig the whole 22 yr sophmore in college living with the parents thing. Aside from the depressing shit, I lost my wallet tonight on GBT doing stupid shit on my bike. I pulled over to look for it after turning around and all that jazz. This cop stops to inquire, and I send him off to look for it (Keep in mind I might have had 1 massive margarita too many). While he's gone I find a dollar on the ground. I'm like, shit, this must be a sign. So he shows up with it, most of the shit missing, but I could give a fuck. I got it back right? So at this point I need to figure out how to get a new college ID or i'm fucked for my test. maybe this little bit of drama will keep my mind off my depressing college sex life, but i doubt it. BTW i'm in the market for a cheap gun, but it has to be able to kill someone in one shot. I don't want to be a vegetable or anything. | | |
| Just blah. eve 6 enemy = I took a ride to meet an enemy
October light shown bright through the windshield
Right into my eyes where I was silent riding shotgun
Chewing on some sugar free gum
Parallel park and pay the meter
If I die before I leave tell her Ill never leave her
I am fine just a little broken up
Ok my nerves have never been so shot
Cant get this shit off my mind
I just want to be alright
So just tell me nothings wrong
Then get undressed and spend the night
The autumn sun burning logic in my brain
Im asking why there is pleasure when theres pain
Im here to pay for my mistakes in a humiliating manner
If there is a next time Ill cover up
I feel alone I feel shaky and uncertain
A kind man shakes my hand and draws the curtain
In a word he saves my life and then I exit out the enter door and smile
Cant get this shit off my mind
I just want to be alright
So just tell me nothings wrong
Then get undressed and spend the night
I took a ride to meet an enemy
I faced a fear of mine and shivered but didnt blink
I took a ride to meet an enemy to end all the madness
And now I know that Ill be fine
That i'll be fine I am fine | | |
| Am I unpredictable? I was accused of that today and I guess I’ve never thought of that. I’m inclined to believe that I’m pretty damn predictable, but I guess it depends on your definition of predictable. Objects in possession rarely have the same charm they did in pursuit. Timing is everything. The only thing that ever made sense to me was the words to a song in an American movie. The four right chords could make me cry. Hike up your skirt a little more show your world to me. You know I live for the day when you say baby let’s just run away. How’s that? Work, school, and riding is pretty much about it at the moment because I’m too far behind in class. Got to ride today, really need to change my oil. Tired = need to sleep. If you’re having trouble sleeping, I just want you to have the cure for insomnia: calculus on DVD. | | |
| Hmmm, what's going on with me lately.......I told Charlotte that I wasn't going to talk to her for a while. I guess thats just me being an asshole, but she's really one of the few people that just consistently makes me feel like shit. What else...... O yea, mike wants to park in the garage which i'm sure will be hell on my baby girl kiwi limeade. And since I'm paying for this car I can't just stand up and say to hell with it i'm moving out. Have a ton of shit to catch up with in school, calculus on dvd, you've got to be kidding me. Work work work work work, school school school school, and party hard. In a nutshell, my life at the moment. h0lla | | |
| Wow, this past week has been pretty interesting. My date on Friday fell through so I finally hit on the girl at CVS who i'm pretty sure is avoiding me at this point. I've found that when one is inclined to not care not only does one's luck get better, but the other side is not important. Moving right along, Daniel's then Karma on friday, and Daniel's then seven on saturday. Not all that bad really, just not a fan of Karma. Saturday was packed as hell, and Julia worked the door which made things more interesting. REALLY surprised the peacock didn't make it out for this one. Which brings me to the rescheduled date on Sunday. I had so much fun. I forgot about this whole point in my life since I really haven't done it since high school. Now is about the time that everything blows up. | | |
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